Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Chicago Testimonies, Part 5: Eddy, Zach, Drew, Curtis, Morgan, Sydney
-Eddy Casasola
This week has given me a lot, most of which I didn’t expect. From coming on a trip to getting out of the house for a week to not really wanting to go and it maybe would have been easier to stay home and sit in my undies til 2pm (honest) to sticking it out without my normalnality (cell phone, iPod, Sportscenter, MySpace) to being touched by people in need, kids that I would never have met before and they helped me realize that I was the one in need.
-Zach Moyers
I’ve read this verse every day for months and I think I ought to share it: Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. – 1 Cor. 13:4-8 This sums it up for me.
-Drew Nall
I learned a lot about myself during the mission trip. I learned that I need to have more patience. I also learned that even if nobody notices something good that you do, God notices.
-Curtis Mathson
During my stay in Chicago this week I experienced many mixed emotions. Sometimes I felt happy to be there, which was most of the time, because I knew we were doing such great things. Another part of me felt so thankful for everything I have, which is so much more than the children we worked with had. Normally, I’m always wanting more, the more expensive name brands I owned the better. Since my time serving in Chicago my relationship with God has grown to the moon and back. I’ve always had a strong relationship with Him, but it is always growing.
-Morgan Bean
This week while walking around Chicago, I learned that on the streets, seeing every person walk by, are made different but all by the same God. If they’re homeless, poor, rich, you should not put them into your mind as a person of a lower standard than yourself. I learned not to be scared if I am approached, because most times, all anyone wants is to talk to someone or simply say hi. Never once put your head down and walk on or ignore someone by looks. Just think, would that be how you would want to be treated?
-Sydney Ozbun
Chicago Testimonies, Part 4: Miranda, Matt, Jacob, Cori, Hillary
-Miranda Middleton
I had an amazing time this week! Working with the kids showed me that they didn’t have a very good home life and they really attach onto anyone that shows them love and compassion. They changed my life on this trip and I want to take that to Cape and work with kids and making their lives a little better. I know that there are the same things in Cape that I saw in Chicago. I never noticed any homeless or needy people in Cape, but God has shown me how bad it is all over America and how we can help.
-Matt Griffith
This week has been awesome. It has helped me with many things like:
• Working with little kids
• Approaching new people
• Talking to people
• Speaking publicly
And it has also helped me spiritually. Some things I wished we would have done would be having worship (singing) and just talking more about God. This trip is definitely going to have an effect on my life in the future, not just this week.
-Jacob Gentry
This week at Chicago has definitely changed me. Last year I said I wanted to do something after but I didn’t have my heart in it. But this year I really mean it. When I get back I’m gonna get involved in anything I can. Right before the mission trip the dedication for Pastor Thomas’ house went on. It was great for me to have that experience right before the trip. It got me really excited and ready. I’ve realized that kids that don’t have a good home life are definitely what I want to help and work with. I’ve become so close with all the people in my group and with everyone that came. I hope we continue to do stuff as a group and stay close. This trip was really eye-opening and showed me how hard life would be if I was homeless. I’m very thankful for my family and for everything I have. I’ve noticed that I take a lot of things for granted. I hope I can change for the better and live my life for God.
-Cori Shockley
This trip has changed the way I view everyday life. After meeting the kids at Casa Central, I am more appreciative of what I have. Since a lot of the kids come from brokenness I’m thankful my parents are still together and love me. Meeting the people on the streets and the people at the soup kitchen was pretty cool. We might have been an answer to someone’s prayers. I was very nervous about this trip, but it was a lot of fun. I plan to go on more trips in the future. It has given me a way to help out. It has also helped get more connected with the youth group. It let me see a different Chicago.
-Hillary Caldwell
Chicago Testimonies, Part 3: Anthony, Meredith, Nate, Michael, Blake O.
-Anthony Watts
In Chicago I have experienced prayer. I finally got the nerve to stand up in front of others and speak to God in front of them. It was very nerve-racking but I did it. I can now handle praying before dinner inn The Porch and other places when I have the chance. As well as others I’m extremely sad to leave the children. I fell in love with them. I hope that as they see these volunteers coming in each week from different youth groups, that they will begin being active in a youth group and serve God. I pray that they make wise choices for their future. I have also experienced confusion, and a lot of it. Ever since doing the devotions in our folders and reading about Chicago, I have wondered why God puts people in the places of hunger, poor, and the homeless. I want to fix it so badly. So What?? I want to continue to pray for the children, the hungry, the poor, and the homeless. I will pray that God’s hope and love surrounds each and every one of them. I will try to do my best to touch the children and adults lives in Cape. I hope that God will open my eyes and lead me into situations where I can spread His love to others.
-Meredith Grissom
This week has been amazing! God really spoke to me this week and it was awesome to get to know and bond with the people in our youth group. This week God showed me that we are truly His hands and feet, literally our hands and feet, God is working through! He showed me that I need to drop my pride and be real and authentic with everyone and God. He also showed me / helped me learn to keep a sharper eye to watch out for false prophets, people who say but not live the word of God, and to test / question everything. He has strengthened me to fight the good fight and He has given me a greater hunger and thirst for HIS WORD. PRAISE GOD! HE IS GOOD!
-Nate Nall
I learned that we must hope to work together, no matter the differences we have. Love each other, help the needy, worship and pray for problems we face.
-Michael Denmark
Chicago was a life-changing experience for me. I have never felt God’s presence as much as I did while in Chicago. The feeling was amazing. While in Chicago, I had so much fun with the kids and the homeless. It made me feel so fortunate and I am very grateful. Overall, this trip truly changed me and my fire for God has never been greater. I hope to bring this feeling back to Cape.
-Blake Ozbun
Chicago Testimonies, Part 2: Sydnei, Kylie, Kara, Myles, Blake K.
-Sydnei Lemmons
The main reason I loved the mission trip this year is because I love a challenge. There is no better feeling to me than getting my hands dirty, digging into a situation that I’m passionate about, and stripping away all of my “uncomfortable feelings” or “boundary zones.” Even being in situations that need Jesus so much, I can’t help but to love Him even more. Last year in my mission trip to Birmingham I took away a fire lit in me to shine Jesus’ light to the world. This year I feel like I used that fire to challenge myself to shine Jesus’ love the best I can and trying to strengthen my relationship with Him. While playing tag with kindergarteners, feeding the homeless, losing bingo with senior citizens who spoke little English, building friendships, and even being a part of a chicken riot, Jesus helped open my eyes to what needs to be done in this world. He helped me break previous stereotypes and humble me, gave me a huge reality check and too many blessings to count. However, the thing that I realized the most this week is how active God is in my life. He loves me and all these people in Chicago and everywhere in the world. Every aspect of my life is touched by Jesus and I know He is actively working in my life.
-Kylie Goodier
To put everything I took out of this week in one perspective, my own, when so many more are involved is hard – I don’t know where to start. Do I start with the love of the kids? The hope of those on the street? The acceptance of the community? Or the realization that our week of help did benefit some, but it’s not enough? We could stay the entire summer and not do enough. Plan A never works, as I very well learned this week. But through our changed plans, I learned to see the impact and influence of God’s work, through us, in the what appears to be small situations and know that I cannot see the full effect of His work. The enthusiasm and joy on the children’s faces when they saw us for the second time reminded me of how I should view Jesus every time I see Him. “Everywhere you go, I go,” so said one child to me. Everywhere I go, Jesus comes – He will never leave me alone. And just how I carried kids as they tired, God carries me as I live, showing unconditional love. Faith, hope, and love were three outstanding themes this week – 1 Cor. 13:13.
-Kara Goodier
The trip to Chicago was amazing to me. It was a huge life-changing experience for me. I loved working with the kids and cleaning up WE CAN. Becca was a great leader. This was probably my most serious I have ever taken a mission trip. My relationship with God grew so much and it’s on a very big high right now. Overall this was a great experience for me and others.
-Myles Edwards
This week has been an amazing, eye-opening experience. Last year was great, but this year absolutely changed me. I definitely didn’t really expect much out of this mission trip based on stories I’d heard saying that the 1st mission trip is always the best. This mission trip helped me be more compassionate and sympathetic to homeless people, since I got to be “homeless” for a night, which was not easy to do. I’m definitely going to be looking for opportunities in Cape to continue the work only made possible through God that began here in Chicago.
-Blake Kidd
Chicago Testimonies, Part 1: Matt, Taylor, Shelby, Lauren, and David
-Matt Leimer
I had an amazing time on this trip. It really changed my perspective on homeless people. I used to think that all homeless people were just lazy and druggies. But they do want to change. And the little kids are so eager to be loved, and it opened my eyes about how much I can do by just visiting a child less fortunate than me.
-Taylor Quade
I have been on two mission trips before this one and none of them have ever hit me like this one. I can already see the difference in myself! Every mission trip I have been on I always think I will be building a house or something like that and I never do and it always bugged me but I finally got to build something! I got to build relationships with everyone this week and I will never forget this trip because everything I learned this week will go home with me and be put into my life.
-Shelby Halter
Convincing myself after four mission trips that not moving mountains while on the trip is okay. Over the week I struggled with this idea immensely; I did not understand how I had not had that one truly motivating moment that would redirect my life back to Christ. But now that I am looking back over my trip I realized: It is my responsibility as a Christian to keep my life focused on Him. So, my prayer is – and will remain to be – that even after I leave a constant “Christian atmosphere” I will keep my focus on my Father. I appreciate every obstacle I faced and hope I can use them to grow and mature in my relationship with my Provider.
-Lauren Kalb
This week was an amazing experience. This week I really came closer to God. It was the first time I have really read the Bible and prayed seriously and aloud. This week was definitely a heart-changing experience and I feel like I actually know God now. Two weeks ago I accepted God for the first time at Young Life camp because before that I kinda just faked being a Christian. So I think this week was the start of something amazing that’s going to happen in my life with God.
-David Watts
Friday, June 20, 2008
We Have Wi-Fi!!!
- Shelly (SIMY): It was awesome - students felt it was reassuring and made the city more inviting. Leader was present, students felt they were more in charge and had a wonderful experience learning about public transportation. They enjoyed getting to know the people and finding out about Chicago. No begging but asking to work to get a better meal. They worked together to become closer. They wanted more time. Very safe area they sent us to. No one ever felt like they were uncomfortable. Great experience. Our group is still talking about it and loved the experience.
- Chris (SIMY): The Immersion into city has been an experience that I believe will have an everlasting impact on my life as well as the students'. We traveled on public transportation to one of the most prominent neighborhoods in Chicago along the Magnificent Mile, where we played out the scenario of being immigrants new to the Chicago area. With only two dollars for the each of us (Kara, Miranda, Blake O., Myles, and myself), we were to find dinner and places that a family would stay. Dinner did not come easily. Outside of the "Dollar Menu" at the McDonald's, it would be relatively impossible to keep a family fed for two dollars per person. The five of us were able to split two hot dogs, fry, and a bag of chips. Least to say that none of us felt fulfilled after that meal. Along with the search for food, we talked with several people who informed us that most of the shelters for the homeless had closed down in this area. It was brutal reality that slapped us in the face. The overall "Immersion into City" was an excellent experience that opened all of our eyes and our hearts. The need for help in this city is growing which made us become more aware of places even closer to home, if not home.
- Anthony: When we did the Immersion activity, we were given $2 for lunch/dinner and they gave us a transportation pass to get around on the L train and buses. We were supposed to act like teen runaways. The activity was an amazing experience! I'm so glad we were able to do this. They sent us to very good places and if we were getting too off-track the leader would tell us. I've learned that being homeless in Chicago is very, very hard, and to get a job and pay for an apartment is almost impossible for them. In my opinion it showed us the real world and showed me how spoiled I am. In no way was I worried or concerned about where we were. Kids younger than 9 are out on the streets...so I see no reason we can't do it for 3 hours.
If you had concerns as a parent, I hope this sets those aside. If not, I would ask for your trust in this venture, and for your patience to not pass judgment until you have heard a first-hand report from your own child. Thanks!
On Wednesday, I had every intention of leaving the apartment (finally) to go to a ministry site, since my illness had kept me cooped up. However, Derek woke up with a bad headache and stomachache and he couldn't go. Thinking it unwise and unsafe and a potential threat to my job as a youth pastor to leave him behind by himself, I stayed back to hang with him. If he woke up and started feeling better, I would have taken him to his site, but he didn't wake up until his team returned that afternoon. So I got some reading done and got to know my bedroom even better.
That evening, we went to Lou Malnati's for deep dish pizza. The story behind this place was interesting. It is a chain of Chicago-style pizza, and a pastor who started a church and was doing ministry in the Lawndale area (a rough part of Chicago) asked them to open a shop there. They were hesitant, but eventually gave in, and now all of their proceeds go to this church and its ministries. Pretty cool...and yummy! It destroyed my stomach, but that's OK.
After dinner we went to the Chicago Food Depository. This is a huge warehouse that supplies food to all of the shelters and food pantries in Chicago (a LOT of them). Our students would be helping to fill emergency food boxes. The work required wearing long pants, which Derek didn't have. I didn't find this out until we were there. I wanted him to work and not sit this out, too, so I asked him what size pants he wore: 32". I told him that he could try trading with me and I would sit out. The problem: I wear a size 35". We went to the bathroom and managed to trade trousers. I haven't put on size 32" anything in a LONG time! Let's just say it wasn't helping my upset stomach at all. but Derek got to work, so it was worth it. Our crew packed 847 emergency food boxes, which I think is pretty good!
That night I met with a different group for debriefing. Here are a couple of nuggets from that conversation:
- Matt - he shared about being scared about not taking this experience home and having it make a difference
- Danny - he was very vulnerable about his life and about how your positivity or negativity towards someone else can affect someone for a very long time
- Hillary - she expressed being very thankful for the foundation she received by her parents sending her to and being educated in a private Christian school
- Nate - he said that is not thankful enough for the blessings he has every day
- Sydnei L. - she said that this experience has made her want to bring God to these people
- Cori - she talked about wanting to bring hope
It was a great conversation, and I challenged them to find a way to take it home, that it's not enough to have a great week and that's it. I would encourage you parents and SIMYs to help fan the flames in their hearts when they get home so that they don't burn out.
Yesterday, I finally made it to a ministry site. WOO-HOO!!! I went with Team Wrigley to the Circle Rock School, an almost year-round school. Our students were helping to tutor and teach in the classroom. The environment was very strict, which I had a difficult time with. Windall said he had the same thought at the beginning of the week, but he (and I) realized that it was probably exactly what these kids needed...and it worked! I helped tutor the kindergartners with David and Kylie, the first-graders with Shelby and Meredith, stopped in to see Jacob and Matt (they weren't given much to do, unfortunately), listened as Lauren, Zach, and Windall read stories, and heard stories from Karen about how she was able to teach science to the fifth graders. Our group did some great work! And the students really latched onto them. It was neat to witness.
After a short jaunt to the beach, everyone that is serving with CSM - about 175 of us - gathered on the North Park campus for a time of games and tacos. We hung out and ate and played together. It was very fun and to see that many people that came to the city to serve. After we ate we went into the chapel for a time of corporate worship and we listened to a speaker from the city. Then our team grabbed a section of lawn to debrief. I posed the three-part question: What is the thing you experienced/did this week that captured your attention? How did it make you feel? So what? There were too many great responses to remember, and I wasn't jotting them down, so you'll have to ask your child about that. But one thing that stood out to me was what Morgan said. She talked about how she has had to break out of her comfort zone this week in the sense that she is interacting with kids so different from her in the sense that they haven't received nearly the same amount of care that she has received. And she ended by saying that she is concerned about being "just another person that leaves" out of the life of these kids. It was heartbreaking. I don't know what to do with that. The best thing we can do, as Lauren pointed out, is to continue to be involved in their lives by continuing to pray for them. Good words.
After the debriefing I had two really good conversations with two students who are really being affected by this trip and what God is teaching them and showing them through it. They were pretty personal, so I won't divulge the details here, but I would again strongly encourage parents and SIMYs to ask questions and talk with the students when they get back. Don't just ask how the trip was; ask them how they were affected by it and what difference it will make in their lives. Then look for ways to encourage them along those lines. If they tell you that they want to grow closer to God, help them find resources to do so, and ask them how it's going. If they say that they want to serve more at home, help them find serving opportunities. They need your help to bring it home.
A side note: If I never again hear the words "El conejo!" or the song "Mmm, Bop" again, it will be too soon. You can ask what that means when you pick your child up on Saturday.
There will be more pictures uploaded soon. Keep checking back. And we look forward to seeing you tomorrow!
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
An Interesting Day
- Team Gino: They painted the windows at WE CAN to get ready for the kids to show up next week (see the pictures at the Flickr site); they got a break in the afternoon, so were able to take a two-hour nap; they played Bingo with some very competitive seniors; and they ate at an Algerian restaurant (which they said was very good).
- Team Sears: They were at Casa Central, a ministry to Hispanic kids in the city, and they played Land Shark with the giant parachute; they served at a soup kitchen; and Pastor Ross had them read from various portions of the Bible.
- Team Wrigley: They helped at a school, tutoring and working with kids, and there was some debate if Shelby yelled at the kids or not (Shelby said she didn't); they had reading time with Windall; they did Meet a Need (they are given $5.00, and their directions are to get to know someone on the street, find out a need that they have, and try to meet it), during which, they bought someone some fried chicken, which caused a fight with some others that did not get food (some of the students were pretty spooked); and they also served at the soup kitchen where Pastor Ross was.
Then there was a more in-depth section to the debriefing, where a couple of people from each team shared about the experiences. Here were a couple of the nuggets:
- Aaron (one of the CSM hosts) shared how Pastor Ross called him out on pride, and how that was a struggle for him, even in that instant, not wanting to look bad in front of the students.
- Nate was still trying to make sense of the things that Pastor Ross said to him.
- Eddy came across a homeless guy who told him that everything he needed in life was in his shopping basket, to which he wondered, "Could I still have that hope [if in the same situation]?"
- Anthony, as a team captain, felt like he needed to be the go-to guy, but ended up realizing that things would go better if they worked as a team and he sacrificed himself
- Kara had been feeling bad that they weren't getting to work with kids, and could have been discouraged, but she saw in the end that they were making a difference
- David read from Luke 14:12-14, and pointed out how in his life a lot of times, when he does something nice for a friend, it's so he can get something in return, and how selfish he can be, and that serving the poor is unselfish and where he needs to be
- Kylie, while experiencing some scary situations, realized that she can't avoid the reality of suffering
One final note that has nothing to do with the mission trip, per se, but that stuck out to me. I ventured out of my quarantined area to read in the sunshine in front of our building yesterday. A short time later, some kids from another church came out and played Frisbee around me (nearly hitting me in the head a couple of times). As they played, one of the other kids threw a soccer ball up and hit the Frisbee in mid-air, to which another kid replied, "That's awesome!" Really? Two toys hitting each other in the air is worthy of awe? It's a phrase that I overuse, too, so I am critical since I am also guilty. Shouldn't that phrase be reserved for things that really make us stop and take our breath away, things that are of God? I think so. And that being said, I really think that some of the things that your kids are experiencing and doing this week are truly "Awesome!"
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Photo Update
And...We're Here!
We made fantastic time getting to Chicago...at least until we hit Chicago traffic, that is. We started off the day leaving Shelly behind with the cargo van to bring Morgan late. Apparently there was a breakdown in communication and she didn't know what time we were leaving. She felt really bad about it, but it was no sweat. They caught up to us at lunch time. I do think we set an all-time La Croix record by going at least 3 1/2 hours without a potty break. That certainly was better than last year when we didn't even make it out of Cape without having to stop, or whenever we take a staff trip and can't even make it to St. Louis without stopping. Then when we got to just outside of Chicago, we called the CSM folk and told them that we were going to be there early, not taking the Chicago traffic into consideration. It turned out that we got there just on time. Overall, a really good trip up.
After getting our stuff put away in the appropriate apartments (we are staying in campus housing for North Park University - not the nicest pads in the world, but a lot better than some of the places we have stayed in for mission trips) and getting oriented, we went out to dinner at a Vietnamese restaurant. That is one of the features of CSM - they let you experience the culture by eating some of the cultural foods (one or two groups ate at an Ethiopian restaurant last night). For dinner that first night, we ate huge bowls of soup with either chicken, beef, or tofu, some spices and vegetables, and the biggest ball of noodles I have ever seen (I will try to have pictures uploaded today). It was pretty yummy!
After dinner we went on a prayer tour of the city. This was really good not only in the aspect of being able to pray for various aspects of the city - racism, poverty, homelessness, gentrification - but also in the educational aspect. As we drove through the various neighborhoods in the city, our host would give us pertinent information and history about it, such as the great disparity in income between the African-Americans and the whites, or the difference in graduation rates, or how white flight has affected certain areas. I think it was really good for our students to hear this information before setting out to serve so that they were better oriented with some of the problems and issues. (One side note that came out of that and our debriefing for that night was the unconfortability our students show with praying out loud. That's just a youth pastor concern, I guess.) After that, we debriefed the experience with our hosts and settled down for the night. A good first day.
I went to bed on Sunday night feeling a little queasy in my stomach, and woke up feeling very achy and fevery. What a great way to start out the mission week! So I hung back while the teams left in the morning to serve. It is a great feeling to know that I have such capable people with me that I can be laid up and not have to worry about whose hands our kids are in. We have such great SIMYs with us who love to serve and love your kids. Know that they are well taken care of.
I didn't get much of a report from day one since I was in bed, but everyone I talked with seemed to have a good day. We had one group set up a thrift store for an organization. Chris said that he wished that they had taken a before picture so we could see the difference that we made. I guess that means we did a good job! A couple of our groups played Bingo with some senior citizens at nursing homes. Apparently, some of the women at these homes were pretty cutthroat about their Bingo. Team Sears served at Casa Central and played with kids. Some of these kids were pretty rough; Derek got cussed out a bit. But they still had a good time, and were looking forward to playing with the parachute today that Nate brought. And Team Gino was the first team to experience the Immersion. In this experience, each team member is given $2.00 for dinner, and they have to try to come up with more. The goal is to help them know what it feels like to be an immigrant or runaway teen in the city. So they tried everything: begging, selling hoodies, offering to work at a bagel shop, and offering to sweep hair at a salon. The ones I talked with said that it was a really great experience. One of them said, "Begging is not as easy as it looks." I think it will be something that they will never forget. The other two teams will have their Immersion on Friday night.
There's not a lot else to report today, but hopefully now that I am somewhat mobile (I'm still not going out to a site today - I'm not close to 100% and am using today to recuperate) there will be more to come. Again, I will try to post pictures today or tomorrow morning at our Flickr site. And to close, here are some random things seen and heard:
- On the van ride up, Sydney Ozbun found one of those little individual flossing tools in the van. We were all pretty grossed out, but not nearly as much as when she actually used it to floss when I offered her a nickel. You would think she would have been the one to get sick. I still owe her a nickel...
- Someone in the van said something about a loofah. Meredith said, "Loofah? Isn't that when a Jewish boy becomes a man?" Yes Meredith, and a bar mitzvah is a sponge that you use in the shower...
- I told the people in my van that we would not be having corporate worship every night like we did with YouthWorks. Someone asked, "What will we do?" Morgan said, "We'll have to tolerate each other, that's what we'll do!"
- It looks like Derek and Taylor have some cleaning to do as it appears they emptied the contents of their stuffed animals on Shelby's bed...
- Chris called me this morning to let me know that Drew said, "I could die with a snow cone in my hand and I'd be happy."
Parents, thank you again for allowing us the opportunity to take your child(ren) to this strange world to serve Jesus by serving people. Pray that they can make a difference, and that a difference will be made in them...
Saturday, June 14, 2008
We Leave Tomorrow!
Tomorrow, 27 of our high school students and seven of our SIMYs will depart at 8:00am for Chicago. There we will be serving with a ministry called CSM - Center for Student Missions. Our students will be broken up into three teams: Team Gino, Team Wrigley, and Team Sears (yes, I named the teams - how creative, eh?). Each team will follow a different schedule and will serve a variety of ministries, from working with kids at Casa Central, to cleaning up a ministry site that serves children the rest of the summer (WE CAN), to working at a year-round school, to working in nursing homes and serving at homeless shelters and food pantries. One night we will have a cookkout and worship concert with all of the rest of the students serving with CSM in the city (around 170, if memory serves me correctly). And I'm sure there will be some surprises thrown in. I am excited to see how this week turns out as we are serving with CSM for the first time (in the past we have served with YouthWorks). I sense that this will be a more challenging trip for a lot of us. Stay tuned to this same Bat-channel for updates throughout the week...