More Houston Testimonies

I went on the mission trip to serve and learn, and I did learn but not the things I thought I would. Instead of giving me some new insight about His heart for people or the world, God revealed things inside of me. I learned that I had been serving as a ‘favor’ to God, as if it was out of my own goodness that I was able to serve. Then it hit me that God doesn’t really need me at all. He could care for this world without me, but it is His delight to let me take part in His plans, to use my life and to use me. It is an honor to serve Him. It is through His goodness and His love that I am able to serve. I also found He showed Himself to me just as much, if not more, than I showed Him to others through serving. -Rachel Beise

Every mission trip stands out in my mind for a different reason, and each seems to carry a special theme in my life and relationship with God. Last year in Chicago, I was extremely moved in my faith and perseverance. This year in Houston, the theme for me was interaction and dedication. Interaction with the people in my team, the people that we volunteered with, the people we volunteered for, and interaction with God. Team Nasa--led by Jeffery (a.k.a. captain jeffery pants)--bonded extremely well, and we were able to utilize everyone's different personalities to achieve an extreme amount of connection and servitude to the people we were helping. My interaction with God was zeroed in on through devotions and prayer partners, and through seeing the many small miracles and moments that God blessed us with during our trip. Dedication came into play when I began feeling like we weren't needed in a few of our sites. I had to think through what i was doing and realize that I was still helping...even though I couldn't see the end result, there still was one. Even though sorting medical supplies was dull and confusing...I was helping save someone's life. And through the week I felt I became more dedicated to God, more open to sit down and spend time praying and staying focused on Him and His plan for me.

Through the joy on the kids' faces, writing our own Psalms, eating some amazing icecream, putting together hundreds of sandwiches, leaping over van seats to deliver lunches, working on fractions, dancing the macarina, huge water walls and God moments, amazing debriefs (with my group and with Dawn and Karen in a parking lot :) ), an intense case of hives, and some touching conversations, I found myself drawn even closer to the love and comfort of God. This week left me in awe of what He can offer to us if we just remain open to Him. -Kara Goodier

Chicago Testimonies, Part 5: Eddy, Zach, Drew, Curtis, Morgan, Sydney

Thanks, Thanks, Thank you for giving me the opportunity to be a part of this team and shared this incredible week with everybody. My prayer and hope is that we use what we learn here in Chicago back in our city and try to be a blessing to those in need back home. I wasn’t sure what was going to happen out here but I learned that I have to learn the Bible and really try to put God first in everything I do. I enjoyed getting to know Danny and the kids in my group. They showed me a lot. Thanks again and I hope that I can be a part of this ministry back home. I wish I would have gotten to know you a bit more.
-Eddy Casasola

This week has given me a lot, most of which I didn’t expect. From coming on a trip to getting out of the house for a week to not really wanting to go and it maybe would have been easier to stay home and sit in my undies til 2pm (honest) to sticking it out without my normalnality (cell phone, iPod, Sportscenter, MySpace) to being touched by people in need, kids that I would never have met before and they helped me realize that I was the one in need.
-Zach Moyers

I’ve read this verse every day for months and I think I ought to share it: Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. – 1 Cor. 13:4-8 This sums it up for me.
-Drew Nall

I learned a lot about myself during the mission trip. I learned that I need to have more patience. I also learned that even if nobody notices something good that you do, God notices.
-Curtis Mathson

During my stay in Chicago this week I experienced many mixed emotions. Sometimes I felt happy to be there, which was most of the time, because I knew we were doing such great things. Another part of me felt so thankful for everything I have, which is so much more than the children we worked with had. Normally, I’m always wanting more, the more expensive name brands I owned the better. Since my time serving in Chicago my relationship with God has grown to the moon and back. I’ve always had a strong relationship with Him, but it is always growing.
-Morgan Bean

This week while walking around Chicago, I learned that on the streets, seeing every person walk by, are made different but all by the same God. If they’re homeless, poor, rich, you should not put them into your mind as a person of a lower standard than yourself. I learned not to be scared if I am approached, because most times, all anyone wants is to talk to someone or simply say hi. Never once put your head down and walk on or ignore someone by looks. Just think, would that be how you would want to be treated?
-Sydney Ozbun

Chicago Testimonies, Part 4: Miranda, Matt, Jacob, Cori, Hillary

I’ve had a great week. I’ve met so many people that are so great. Everyone has made this week so easy for me. At first I thought I would have a hard time getting to know everyone but it was the total opposite. Not only did I meet all those people from the church but being able to spend my week with those precious children was life-changing. Something as simple as colors made them so happy. It made me realize I wish I still had that mindset. To be so happy about such a simple thing, and to see the smile on their faces was one of the best feelings in the world…I think today the older people get the more visual we become, and when it comes to God I can’t be that way. I need to have the simplicity and faith that those kids have to become closer to God. I think the kids helped me with this. The funny thing is I came on this trip expecting to help these kids and to help make their life a little better. What I wasn’t expecting happened. I started talking more, I prayed out loud, I became closer to God. What happened was that these kids changed my life for the good. I thank all of them for teaching me what is important in life. This trip has changed me and guided me on the direction that I believe God wants me to be on…P.S. I just want to thank everyone that made this trip possible. The leaders and CSM staff were awesome and I enjoyed spending the week with them. Without them this mission wouldn’t have been possible. So THANKS! I love you all!
-Miranda Middleton

I had an amazing time this week! Working with the kids showed me that they didn’t have a very good home life and they really attach onto anyone that shows them love and compassion. They changed my life on this trip and I want to take that to Cape and work with kids and making their lives a little better. I know that there are the same things in Cape that I saw in Chicago. I never noticed any homeless or needy people in Cape, but God has shown me how bad it is all over America and how we can help.
-Matt Griffith

This week has been awesome. It has helped me with many things like:
• Working with little kids
• Approaching new people
• Talking to people
• Speaking publicly
And it has also helped me spiritually. Some things I wished we would have done would be having worship (singing) and just talking more about God. This trip is definitely going to have an effect on my life in the future, not just this week.
-Jacob Gentry

This week at Chicago has definitely changed me. Last year I said I wanted to do something after but I didn’t have my heart in it. But this year I really mean it. When I get back I’m gonna get involved in anything I can. Right before the mission trip the dedication for Pastor Thomas’ house went on. It was great for me to have that experience right before the trip. It got me really excited and ready. I’ve realized that kids that don’t have a good home life are definitely what I want to help and work with. I’ve become so close with all the people in my group and with everyone that came. I hope we continue to do stuff as a group and stay close. This trip was really eye-opening and showed me how hard life would be if I was homeless. I’m very thankful for my family and for everything I have. I’ve noticed that I take a lot of things for granted. I hope I can change for the better and live my life for God.
-Cori Shockley

This trip has changed the way I view everyday life. After meeting the kids at Casa Central, I am more appreciative of what I have. Since a lot of the kids come from brokenness I’m thankful my parents are still together and love me. Meeting the people on the streets and the people at the soup kitchen was pretty cool. We might have been an answer to someone’s prayers. I was very nervous about this trip, but it was a lot of fun. I plan to go on more trips in the future. It has given me a way to help out. It has also helped get more connected with the youth group. It let me see a different Chicago.
-Hillary Caldwell

Chicago Testimonies, Part 3: Anthony, Meredith, Nate, Michael, Blake O.

This week has been an eye-opening experience. I’ve learned that I’m so blessed with my home life and parents. Without my parents I would not know where I would be in my walk with Christ. This trip has reignited my walk with Christ. I need to pray and outreach more and read my Bible more. I’m excited to shine brighter for Jesus and not hold back anything!
-Anthony Watts

In Chicago I have experienced prayer. I finally got the nerve to stand up in front of others and speak to God in front of them. It was very nerve-racking but I did it. I can now handle praying before dinner inn The Porch and other places when I have the chance. As well as others I’m extremely sad to leave the children. I fell in love with them. I hope that as they see these volunteers coming in each week from different youth groups, that they will begin being active in a youth group and serve God. I pray that they make wise choices for their future. I have also experienced confusion, and a lot of it. Ever since doing the devotions in our folders and reading about Chicago, I have wondered why God puts people in the places of hunger, poor, and the homeless. I want to fix it so badly. So What?? I want to continue to pray for the children, the hungry, the poor, and the homeless. I will pray that God’s hope and love surrounds each and every one of them. I will try to do my best to touch the children and adults lives in Cape. I hope that God will open my eyes and lead me into situations where I can spread His love to others.
-Meredith Grissom

This week has been amazing! God really spoke to me this week and it was awesome to get to know and bond with the people in our youth group. This week God showed me that we are truly His hands and feet, literally our hands and feet, God is working through! He showed me that I need to drop my pride and be real and authentic with everyone and God. He also showed me / helped me learn to keep a sharper eye to watch out for false prophets, people who say but not live the word of God, and to test / question everything. He has strengthened me to fight the good fight and He has given me a greater hunger and thirst for HIS WORD. PRAISE GOD! HE IS GOOD!
-Nate Nall

I learned that we must hope to work together, no matter the differences we have. Love each other, help the needy, worship and pray for problems we face.
-Michael Denmark

Chicago was a life-changing experience for me. I have never felt God’s presence as much as I did while in Chicago. The feeling was amazing. While in Chicago, I had so much fun with the kids and the homeless. It made me feel so fortunate and I am very grateful. Overall, this trip truly changed me and my fire for God has never been greater. I hope to bring this feeling back to Cape.
-Blake Ozbun

Chicago Testimonies, Part 2: Sydnei, Kylie, Kara, Myles, Blake K.

When I came to Chicago I cam to make a change for not only myself, but for Chicago. I really found God this week, not only in preaching, but in people I never thought possible. I spent every day at Casa Central, and I really made a bond with a girl named Janise. She’s the most amazing kid ever. She gave me hope, to never give up. When I had to leave, and told her I was never coming back, I started crying harder than ever. I realized God was telling me that was my path. I may never be able to change the whole world as spreading God’s word, but I’m sure going to try my hardest. As I leave Chicago, I’m leaving a huge piece of my heart not only to everyone I helped, but to Chicago itself. I’ve learned more this week than my whole life following Christ, and I’m never going to forget this trip. And I thank God for giving me this chance to learn from Him.
-Sydnei Lemmons

The main reason I loved the mission trip this year is because I love a challenge. There is no better feeling to me than getting my hands dirty, digging into a situation that I’m passionate about, and stripping away all of my “uncomfortable feelings” or “boundary zones.” Even being in situations that need Jesus so much, I can’t help but to love Him even more. Last year in my mission trip to Birmingham I took away a fire lit in me to shine Jesus’ light to the world. This year I feel like I used that fire to challenge myself to shine Jesus’ love the best I can and trying to strengthen my relationship with Him. While playing tag with kindergarteners, feeding the homeless, losing bingo with senior citizens who spoke little English, building friendships, and even being a part of a chicken riot, Jesus helped open my eyes to what needs to be done in this world. He helped me break previous stereotypes and humble me, gave me a huge reality check and too many blessings to count. However, the thing that I realized the most this week is how active God is in my life. He loves me and all these people in Chicago and everywhere in the world. Every aspect of my life is touched by Jesus and I know He is actively working in my life.
-Kylie Goodier

To put everything I took out of this week in one perspective, my own, when so many more are involved is hard – I don’t know where to start. Do I start with the love of the kids? The hope of those on the street? The acceptance of the community? Or the realization that our week of help did benefit some, but it’s not enough? We could stay the entire summer and not do enough. Plan A never works, as I very well learned this week. But through our changed plans, I learned to see the impact and influence of God’s work, through us, in the what appears to be small situations and know that I cannot see the full effect of His work. The enthusiasm and joy on the children’s faces when they saw us for the second time reminded me of how I should view Jesus every time I see Him. “Everywhere you go, I go,” so said one child to me. Everywhere I go, Jesus comes – He will never leave me alone. And just how I carried kids as they tired, God carries me as I live, showing unconditional love. Faith, hope, and love were three outstanding themes this week – 1 Cor. 13:13.
-Kara Goodier

The trip to Chicago was amazing to me. It was a huge life-changing experience for me. I loved working with the kids and cleaning up WE CAN. Becca was a great leader. This was probably my most serious I have ever taken a mission trip. My relationship with God grew so much and it’s on a very big high right now. Overall this was a great experience for me and others.
-Myles Edwards

This week has been an amazing, eye-opening experience. Last year was great, but this year absolutely changed me. I definitely didn’t really expect much out of this mission trip based on stories I’d heard saying that the 1st mission trip is always the best. This mission trip helped me be more compassionate and sympathetic to homeless people, since I got to be “homeless” for a night, which was not easy to do. I’m definitely going to be looking for opportunities in Cape to continue the work only made possible through God that began here in Chicago.
-Blake Kidd

Chicago Testimonies, Part 1: Matt, Taylor, Shelby, Lauren, and David

Working with inner-city kids showed me how much love can change people. I was only with these kids for five days and the bonds we made formed quickly and became strong. These kids hunger for love. This is a great model for what love does and how much love is needed.
-Matt Leimer

I had an amazing time on this trip. It really changed my perspective on homeless people. I used to think that all homeless people were just lazy and druggies. But they do want to change. And the little kids are so eager to be loved, and it opened my eyes about how much I can do by just visiting a child less fortunate than me.
-Taylor Quade

I have been on two mission trips before this one and none of them have ever hit me like this one. I can already see the difference in myself! Every mission trip I have been on I always think I will be building a house or something like that and I never do and it always bugged me but I finally got to build something! I got to build relationships with everyone this week and I will never forget this trip because everything I learned this week will go home with me and be put into my life.
-Shelby Halter

Convincing myself after four mission trips that not moving mountains while on the trip is okay. Over the week I struggled with this idea immensely; I did not understand how I had not had that one truly motivating moment that would redirect my life back to Christ. But now that I am looking back over my trip I realized: It is my responsibility as a Christian to keep my life focused on Him. So, my prayer is – and will remain to be – that even after I leave a constant “Christian atmosphere” I will keep my focus on my Father. I appreciate every obstacle I faced and hope I can use them to grow and mature in my relationship with my Provider.
-Lauren Kalb

This week was an amazing experience. This week I really came closer to God. It was the first time I have really read the Bible and prayed seriously and aloud. This week was definitely a heart-changing experience and I feel like I actually know God now. Two weeks ago I accepted God for the first time at Young Life camp because before that I kinda just faked being a Christian. So I think this week was the start of something amazing that’s going to happen in my life with God.
-David Watts